Shit, its been a while! These last few weeks have been a huge challenge. The new job has been a major learning curve and so much has gone on. This week I am really missing my old HOF work crew. I miss the familiarity of my team and the relationships I built. Being in my new job has a different set of people who are more family and people orientated but not creative/fashionie. I have no one to discuss or compare shoe collections with. As the company is American they are more people focused and I do genuinely feel that I have joined an oversized Partridge family.
The driving to and from work has been the biggest stress. the traffic, the nutters, the near misses!! I have probably been through all 8000 songs twice on my ipod and I'll probably get sectioned soon from the funny looks I sometimes get from other drivers that witness my one women tone deaf singing sessions in the mini. Yesterday, my life nearly ended as a result of thinking it was a good idea to go to the local Tesco. Going is fine as you just stay in the left hand lane. However, I sat shaking in my car for 20 mins when I was set to return as I remembered when a colleague took me yesterday that the route back involved a massive roundabout with multiple lanes which could send me down the M1 if missed the turning. I was on my lunch break so I had to get my head together and get going. Well and truly FUCKED!!! The only thing that saved me was that a car was being towed up ahead and slowed down the whole traffic which gave me plenty of time check out the signs and take the right exit. I still managed to get into the wrong lane and after nearly stalling I revved the mini and made it down the A41 and back to work just in time!! One of the reasons I took this job was to build my driving confidence but I think I give myself a bit of time to settle into my daily driving before taking on anything else. Heart attack over..... for now!
P.S. The punani is healing but it’s gonna take some time. I'm starting to clime the walls so i've decided to refuse any more Bj demands, if I aint getting shit, then he aint gettin’ shit!
