This last week has been the weirdest time of my life. I'm going from feeling happy at the prospect of having a cute little baby, to feeling insecure and overwhelmed. No matter how liberal your man can be, it does ultimately fall on the women to make it happen.

Am I good enough to be a mother? Can I handle the pain of childbirth? How will it affect my relationship and will I still be the bedroom whore my husband loves after I‘ve given birth? What will happen to my punani? Will I become a ‘Tena’ lady??!? As much as i'll love the little bundle, will I resent not having my own space and time? OMG What about my shoe addition? I'll have withdrawal?? The truth is I’ll never really understand how much my life will change until it actually happens.